luckily, i don't feel any older, wrinklier, or crustier. nevertheless, inside i do feel a tremendous push to grow and start living. for once, i am completely content to be where i am, choosing the people i want to love, and spending my every waking hour doing what i'm doing. i hope i'm closer to finding myself, getting by with help from people who actually care. you never really realize how blessed you are to be you, just as you are, until you see how much grace has been poured and exhausted on you - just to make you realize the rawness and realness of his masterpiece in the making.
i hope i gain more wisdom, REALLY. cause i'ma fooooo'. no joke .. it usually feels like world war III; battle of my conscience vs. whatever i actually want to do. i hope to learn and put myself in the brightest of brightly lit places (:
yesterday is not quite what it could've been
as were most of all the days before
but i swear today, with every breath i'm taking in
i'll be trying to make it so much more
cuz it seems i get so hung up on
the history of what's gone wrong
that the hope of a new day is sometimes hard to see
and though i'm finally catching onto it
yeah, the past is just a conduit
and the life at the end is where i'll be
cuz i'm on the up & up, i'm on the up & up,
and i haven't given up, given up on what i know i'm capable of
there's nothing left to prove
cause i'm trying to be a better version of me, for You
i'm just trying to be a better version of me, for You
may the vision of You be the death of me
About Me
- Tiffany
- Perhaps what lacks undergoing cannot be embraced. On her own as her only, asking neither pity nor grace. Adrift, astray, missed the last train of today, but lift your chin little girl. Soon enough, bright ahead the sun wakes, again dares to show face.
